sleepless
"can't sleep, clown will eat me..."
woke up at 445 am this morning and haven't been able to get back to sleep, so i just got up. kyle stayed upstairs. kinda nice, get a little alone time this morning. i have a feeling that it won't take him long to come down.... i have a feeling that the sleeping after the night shift is the reason that i can't sleep...
the night shift yesterday went alright. i wouldn't want to work with lydia all the time, as she freaked out because of a 2nd laundry cart i made up, but it wasn't that terrible. i was a little fuzzy driving home in the morning and comatosed sleeping. i did manage to get about 6 hours of sleep, though. well, interrupted sleep, as oscar wouldn't leave me alone. he managed to not pee on the comforter until kyle came home and put him back on the bed...duh!!
anyways, i went to colleen's last night, since we have agreed to start meeting again. we didn't actually read last night...maybe next week we will. hopefully, will be good to go through the big book again....could use the refresher.
the meeting was good -- small and a lot of people i hadn't seen before. was glad to go, though, seeing as i haven't really been in a while. will need to make a concious effort to get to more regardless of oscar. i wouldn't have oscar if i didn't have my sobriety, so i need to remember that. i am hoping to find 2 meetings that i can go to regularly. friday and another and that i can get to fairly regularly. i am glad to free up my friday nights again, finally!!
i probably won't write much more here -- coffee is calling and i rented "a single man" from the library and it is due back today...
oscar & i will be visiting my mom today to take back "straw dogs" (horrid btw) that kyle rented. it will be nice to have a little visit, seeing as i haven't seen her in a while.
anyways, i think i am done here for now.
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