former self
they helped me. they helped me to find a piece of my past. a time that was lost in the smog. i'd forgotten the fun & freedom with them.
lost in the past 2 years. years of nothingness. nothing accomplished, nothing gained, nothing felt.
they allowed me to feel it again. to remember that part of myself i'd disregarded.
i wish i knew how to thank them for it. words cannot describe it. this time i won't let it go. i want them to continue to help me revive myself.
it's time for frolicking.
it's time for real love.
it's time for happiness.
it's time to be wanted.
i'm going to locate her. the girl buried within.